Guilty abortion

Please no judgment

I’m 18 and tomorrow I will be 8 weeks however I am scheduled for an abortion tonight.

Financially we aren’t ready and our future plans would be near impossible including me continuing college but I feel okay with sacrificing my 20s for my baby and I feel so much guilt because I told myself that I wouldn’t personally get an abortion and to take the responsibility but I’m scared I’ll be a single mom and won’t be able to support my baby like he/she deserves.

I’m also terrified of the abortion and the pain that comes after taking the pill.