He told me to choose whether to abort or not now hes angry at my decision!?

Hi my bf had told me many times to make the decision on if we have this baby or not I'm 15 weeks already! I told him I'm going to keep it as I thought about it and I cant do it! He told me he would be there and happy with whatever I decide now hes angry! Hes saying I didnt decide with him when he told me to alone! And hes began to be off with me and horrible towards me. Clearly he wants me to abort but soesnt have the guts to tell me so trying to guilt trip me or be horrible so I crumble and do it anyway!? What do I do at this point?