8 weeks 1 day and still anxious

Hey all, I’m currently 8 weeks 1 day, second pregnancy. The first ended rather early and now I’m scared to death of this one ending. Every week I think “I just need to make it to week 6” and I made it. Then it becomes “if I make it to week 7 I can stop worrying.” And I made it to week 7. Then it turned into “I need to make it to week 8, then I’ll be fine” and here I am week 8 and still massively panicking. I know all the stats, I’ve read every website. I know I can’t control miscarriage but so far I can’t say I’ve enjoyed pregnancy at all. I’m just constantly worried. My blood work all came back fantastic and my doctor isn’t worried. I go in for my first US in six days but I can’t shake this feeling. I go back and forth between panicking about miscarriage and anxiety about not seeing a heartbeat on that first US. How have some of you ladies coped with this? I don’t want this anxiety to take over more than it already has.