rant..

you know today was going fine. i got a ride home from work with a friend, got my parents a pastry ring, had one meeting today, slept good, it was fine. why do i come home, get yelled at for something that has nothing to do with me, and get yelled for it? it was a fine day. it wasn’t good but it was fine enough for me to take the win. now im sitting in my room trying to convince myself that i deserve to eat tonight. im fighting myself in my head trying to convince myself im not a fu*k up. i have a serious problem.