Sex issues with husband

I don’t know what I’m suppose to do. I could never cheat I’m not that type but my husband is literally driving me to some type of point & feeling I can’t describe. We’ve been together for 6 years. He literally will not finger me or eat me out I mean he legit will not even touch my vag. What so ever. We don’t make out at all just a peck every now & then. When we go to have sex he will play with my ass & tits but that’s it. & he expects me to give him blow jobs. I’ve brought this up that it bothers me MULTIPLE times & he says he just doesn’t do that “stuff”. He did like the first year then quit. He’s like won me over now he don’t care. Makes me feel like I’m not good enough for him. Makes my self esteem so so so low.