Tired of feeling alone...

Work at home mama of 3 boys ages 4, 2, and 3 months. We just moved a couple months ago to a beautiful home that has more than enough space but are now an hour from family. My husband is on the road the vast majority of the time and doesnt seem overly motivated to find a local job. I called him out on it today after he said he wanted a new laptop for Christmas for on the road and he said "well I sent out my resume to another listing today" and got upset that I shot down his Christmas list. He already has a desktop that's worth close to $1000 that barely gets used because I dont play with it and hes gone a lot.

I'm just tired of doing everything. I get no down time. I work 8-5, kids are a 24/7 job, plus our dogs, and maintaining the house.

I never wanted to be a single mom but that's exactly what my life feels like. Everything falls on my shoulders and I'm being driven into the dirt.