How to get over a breakup of a marriage?!

How will I be able to deal with this I want to be happy like other women. We are almost two years married and dated for four years at the beginning every thing was fine we did it all the time now he is always tired 💤 and sometimes it’s just for a few minutes then he goes to sleep so I told him I don’t want anything with him anymore before he hugged me kissed me good morning and told me how you woke up my love. Now he just wakes up and that’s it I’ve gotten to feel so much resentment towards him.I told him to leave and he said that when he is ready to find an apartment he will I love him and hate him at the same time. He doesn’t even eat me out anymore I’m unhappy depressed always in a bad mood because if I can’t be happy and satisfied like other women I don’t want nothing. I was the happiest women before and had what I needed. And yes I have told him what’s wrong and he is not cheating I’m sure of that he just says he is tired and he hasn’t wanted to take medicine to last long or go to a sex therapist.