Wishful thinking

Decided to try for baby number 3. First one was super fast. Second but so much. Took months and months. I have PCOS and I had a Fallopian tube removed.

I was told I wouldn’t have babies and if I did it would be hard and costly with pills and such.

First one happened really fast. Got my hopes up for the second. However that one was very hard and became discouraging. Then about a month in I had a miscarriage scare but it ended up being a hematoma. With the second I was on fertility medication and it took 6+ months.

We just started trying this month. Ovulated today. I’m not looking forward to the constant worrying and let downs.

Any tips or tricks?!