I feel extremely guilty.

I don’t want anymore kids. I know, I sound selfish or maybe just probably inconsiderate but I don’t. I had two girls, back to back, 18 months apart by the same father and needless to say I’ve been doing this alone and it sucks. I’m not saying I won’t ever find someone who’s right for me that won’t step in, no, I hope I do, but I just don’t want anymore kids. I’m blessed god gave me them. I know a lot of women struggle to get pregnant and probably will never have what I got, but I’m just exhausted, stressed and very depressed. I get up and do the damn thing everyday for them but I do not ever want to do this again. Like start over with a newborn... sorry I just had to vent ! 😔