AF showed 2 days early 😭

Today's CD 26 and 12dpo and I'm pretty sure I started 😭😞 I started cramping earlier today and went to the bathroom a little bit ago and wiped and there was some pink blood 😭 ugh I'm so emotionally and mentally exhausted. This was our 31st cycle ttc .. I just feel like it's never going to happen for us.

I have thyroid issues but my levels are in the normal range now and have been since August but still nothing. My doctor said she's probably going to refer me to an OBGYN since nothing else seems to be working. The thing is neither of us have health insurance so we're paying out of pocket and it gets expensive 😕

Pic of my new infertility tattoo for attention 💗💙