Postpartum Depression

I got postpartum depression after giving birth to my son in March. I read posts how some women don’t feel a connection towards their child and so on. Which, don’t get me wrong is upsetting I’m sure. For me though, it was geared towards my husband. We had been married for 2 years and we were so happy. He was my happily ever after and I feel like it’s been ripped away from me. He’s so understanding and patient.

I started taking Zoloft in April but things still don’t feel the same. I know deep down I love him so much but I just don’t feel that connection. I don’t return his kisses or avoid them when I can. We argue all the time. We decided to start couples therapy but haven’t gone to a session yet. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why things can’t go back to the way they were. Anyone else have this issue?