Today I admitted I have an addiction **UPDATE**

For 3 years I have been addicted to Codeine and today I finally sat my mum down and told her. I have been wanting to tell her for so long but I have been so scared because I can't stand the thought of her being disappointed in me and I am embarrassed about it.

She

Was

AMAZING

She said she will support me all the way and she will do as much research as she can to help me get through it and will be here whenever I need her to be.

The thing is I am not addicted to Codeine because I enjoy the feeling off them (That used to be the reason but the good feeling doesn't come anymore) I am addicted because the thought of going through withdrawals is terrifying. It is like hell on earth. Opiates are no joke.

This is day 1 of not taking any

Wish me luck.

UPDATE!!!

Can I just start of by saying I have been on this app for years and I have NEVERRR seen a post with ONLY positive comments and I am truly touched. You can imagine how overwhelmed I have been reading all these for support . I have cried reading each and every positive comment (I will individually respond too) thanks so much for all your prayers, positive vibes, advice and just to say how proud you are. I will never forget that in one of the most horrendous times of my life it was a bunch of strangers that got me through it reading all your comments. So from the bottom of my heart I thank you. 💕