I need some good words and some word of advice

I’m just done having the same conversation more than once. It doesn’t help me to keep telling you I want you to stay and spend time with me because you heard me the first time. If you wanted to, you would. And that gives me a lot to think about. . I deserve someone who wants to spend time with me,who is eager to be with me even if it’s just one night doing something I wanna do because if the shoe was on the other foot I’m always down to do what you wanna do —cause it means spending time with you. So as much as I wanna b that person tonight and beg and plead I have to b stronger. And let shit b what it is. This shit may seem petty dumb annoying to you , but you got a mf who cares and would do any and everything and you know that and I don’t like feeling like because a mf know or think I’m not going anywhere and I love them so much that ima just take anything. I could b talking over my head but this is how I feel and Now you can’t say you don’t know what’s going on with me or that I don’t communicate with you. Because I start to notice I do, I always have communicated, I just can’t get someone to do or abide by something they don’t want to. So I’m done asking and I’m done crying about it .