Lonely in this

I really really want to have a best friend to talk to everyday to help me feel like I’m not alone. I have ptsd anxiety from miscarriages years ago and it hurts that I don’t have my daughter here with me. I get super anxiety when people talk about their pregnancy because my mother in law did this to me when I was going through my loss and didn’t let me grieve. But I want a best friend to talk about my feelings with and such. I know no one will respond to this cause you’ve probably already got a best friend but I would appreciate not being alone. This is the unicorn I wanted to give her.