I admit, sometimes I lose my cool. I get overwhelmed and yell. Sometimes I yell so bad I cry after because I feel so bad. But you know what? My baby boy loves me regardless. Motherhood is messy, stressful, worrisome, hard as hell but out of everything motherhood is BEAUTIFUL. After I lost my cool today I took my baby boy in my arms and apologized with tears in my eyes and he hugged me and rubbed my back like I didn't even do anything wrong. The way children love their mommys no matter is just incredible. My goodness this parenting thing is difficult but I wouldn't change a thing 😍