Terrified to do the DEED

Anyone else just horrified of even the thought of sex?

I seriously have been dreading it, and I know my husband is getting impatient.

Literally makes a comment 50 times a day.

I'm going through some pretty decent pp anxiety, and that just does not help.

I have no desire to take part in that or stick anything in my mouth.. ugh

I know.. he's my husband and I should want to do these things, but I'm so nervous, tired, anxious, scared.. im almost 10 wpp and I just feel like complete dog shit.