So this just happened

Something told me to take a test I have been peeing like crazy and eating like crazy . I have so many mixed emotions right now . I am happy sad and scared all in one . We have been trying for 6 years and lost 3 on this journey . We have an 11 year old daughter who also wants to be a big sister , she is amazing with my niece who is 6 months . Our first child we lost was 5/3/15 at 5 weeks , our second one we lost 4/21/17 11 weeks from fibroid and our last one 7/12/19 at 16 weeks she had Down syndrome lungs filled with fluid and intestines enlarged . I am so scared . I wasn’t going to tell my husband but I knew I had too . He is over the moon . I am not telling anyone in our family at this time . It has been a hard year between covid , working as a nurse , loosing my granny this past June . I pray this baby is a sign of a better year . Calculated my due date it would be 9/7/21 8 days before our daughter will

Be 12 !!! What a gap