I love being a SAHM and my kids are my world. Life is GOOD other than covid messing up the world. I mean really good. My husband just got a promotion. We have amazing kids. We love our home. Our bills are paid. But man today is just one of those days that is hard. I just spilled my coffee and it was like the final straw I just wanna cry. My three year old is in the hardest phase. She is in a sleep regression. She doesn’t want to listen to anything and just wants to do everything she’s not supposed to all day and normally I have the patience and I keep her in her routine despite her taking forever to do anything and testing every limit but I’m just tired today. My one month old son is the sweetest thing but he’s a newborn, he wants to eat round the clock and he’s wants to be held or to sleep on his tummy which everything I read says he’s at risk of SIDS even when supervised so there goes that. I’m diaper changing and feeding and dealing with my three year old either smothering me and the baby or doing everything she isn’t supposed to because she wants attention. And she gets attention all the time but this is just the phase she’s in especially with adding her baby brother brother to the mix. I know it’ll pass but today is just hard. And my husband is amazing but lately he seems like everything I say is annoying to him I’m sure from getting less sleep and dealing with all the stuff at the moment and he doesn’t have time even to hear me vent while he’s at work since he’s doing stuff with this promotion and that’s all fine but I just feel alone and tired and drained and I wish we could at the very least go back to normal pre covid life of getting out of the house to do activities all the time. 😭