i spent the majority of this year emotionally numb

Mez • +they/them+ If my name changes it’s just part of my identity crisis🙃

so now i guess my body decided it needed to spend the last day of 2020 catching up on the mental breakdowns it missed. ive had three mental breakdowns, one panic attack, and dissociated twice. im so so fucking tired and dehydrated from crying and my head hurts and my job is trying to get me to work an extra shift tonight. i just want to sleep until this year is finally over...