Should I feel like this?

So I was diagnosed about 2 years ago. I haven’t been dating really or anything because I’m scared shitless to disclose. So I finally tell 2 guys one that I’ve been knowing for about a year and a half and talked to on and off & the second guy I’ve known for about 6 months & has been chasing me lol sometimes i would talk and sometimes i wont. The first guy pretty much ghosted me, the second guy accepted it. So we talked about what we wanted and etc and we’re supposed to hang out today and spend a night with each other. Why am I nervous? Why am I scared to face sex? Why am I nervous about him only wanting sex? I haven’t had sex in about 3 years but before that I had a pretty active sex life. Now I’m thinking about coming up with an excuse not to see him. Why am I like this??

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Br

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You should still go and if you’re not ready to have sex just tell him you’re not ready but it’s understandable why you would be nervous. You’ve been out of the game too long so to speak lol

Na

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Ever since my last relationship, and I got hsv2 from that person.. I totally understand that feeling. I felt like i wasn’t worthy of being loved and I didn’t want anyone to touch me. It felt like I was always hiding a secret & it stopped me from going out there and trying to be happy with someone else. I’m glad that your honest with the situation and some one WILL LOVE YOU. Don’t feel discouraged because of this. I’m also trying to this day to not let it get to me