I had sex and started crying on my way home.

I was dating a man for a little over a year. I had to break it off because it was just way too toxic. And although I broke up with him a week ago, I feel like the relationship had been over.

Well, last night I was hanging out with this guy again. We had some drinks. We then had sex.

On my way home this morning I just bursted out in tears. All I could think about was my EX and how much we connected. Especially during sex. I feel like this new guy is just making me miss my ex even more and I thought it would do the opposite. Although he is handsome and nice, I might have to be honest with him and let him know I’m not ready.

Anyways. Not really how I should start off the New Year, I know. Just had to do a little venting. I’m not okay right now.