Mental health during covid.

It really does feel like nothing will ever get better. I’ve felt so alone and so not like myself I just don’t know what to do anymore. I want life to feel like normal and I want to be happy but it feels impossible. Even when I try stuff like meditating or whatever else it is I have no focus to do it and I feel like it doesn’t do much. I just want to look forward to life again. Can anyone relate?