I feel I do too much for others and not myself...

Sooo... Long story short I’ve always been the person EVERYONE comes to when they’re needing anything from advice to money. The money is usually my Mom or sister who are both employed.

But for a while now I feel that I treat my husband how he should treat me. I do things for him that I would like him to do for me. I just believe he’s gotten comfortable after being in the relationship for 7 years. Doesn’t seem like a lot but it’s major to me..

Example, I lucked up yesterday and was able to order him a ps5. He was so happy and in a good mood all day would do anything I ask oh and I even got a foot rub.

FF>> Today(currently) we’re sitting on the sofa and I placed my legs across his lap and asked if he could squeeze/ rub my feet. His response, “why do you always want your feet rubbed, you don’t ever rub my feet”... I moved my feet from his lap and just told him never mind.

Let’s see...I deserve a fucking foot rub because I cook faithfully 3-4 a week, clean and work and make sure our dog is good while working from home. I spent over $1k on his Christmas and I got maybe $200 worth of gifts and yes he works and he’s the bread winner. He doesn’t cook, when he does it’s always spaghetti or chicken on the grill. Hell we even have cookbooks that he has never touched!

Oh and by the way, coming from his mouth yesterday after him knowing I ordered the ps5 he says, I wish you had a wife like mine referring to me of course and my response was “me too!”. Which reassured me that I’m a good wife.

Sorry if this is TMI but, I’m no longer sexually attracted to him and this makes me even more want to be single.