A thread to get support and to get your ttc feelings out

Just comment your feelings below if you’re like me and needing an outlet. Whether they are rational or irrational, selfish or selfless. Get those feelings out. No judgement.

I’ll start. I just want a baby! I want one so bad! And I’m selfishly wanting to have the first baby on my husbands side, but I’m afraid that my young SIL will have one with her new boyfriend. It may sound stupid, and of course I’d be happy for her if she was, it’s just a dumb thing making me emotional. Everyone keeps telling her to have a baby, and making jokes about them having the first baby even though she’s young and they’ve been dating 3 months. Not even knowing that my husband and I are trying. So today I am just a total mess and my head is messing with me, and I’m starting to wonder if I can even get pregnant. Anyways, that’s what’s in my head. We’re on month 4 ttc, which I know is still early, I just really thought this would happen sooner. Ovulating today, and hoping I get my positive in two weeks. I feel crazy with how irrationally emotional I am. It’s so stupid