feeling down

hey all! i got my iud out at the end of november 2020 and have been ttc ever since then. i’ve been tracking everything right down to cm and moods. i’ve been very in tune with my body, and i thought for sure when i took the test yesterday it was gonna be positive but it was negative.

i know it takes some women a long time to conceive but it’s getting me really down because i made one mistake when i was 16 and did get pregnant but had an abortion because it wasn’t the right time. i just feel so guilty i hope what i’ve done before isn’t affecting me now