Growing up

I have a one year old, looking at how healthy and happy he is melts my heart.

I am terrified of him being brought up in this world and generation. What if he gets bullied? What if he gets depressed? What if he hates himself when he’s older? What if people are horrible to him? What if I die and he ends up homeless when he’s older, momma won’t be there to be able to take him in the warmth:( He’s a little chunky which I bloody love but I know nowadays people tend to be horrible if you’re a little bigger in school. I’m terrified. I don’t want people to tear my baby down or make him sad or anything bad happen to my little chunk.

God I want to cry I love him so much and I know it’s to early to be worrying about stuff like that and I will definitely teach him to stand up for himself but it can happen to anyone!

It hurts my heart thinking all of these what ifs but they grow up so fast:(