Late Bloomer~ 🥀

So I’m 18 now. I have not kissed a boy yet or have sex with a man. I haven’t kissed anyone in 2020. I have only ever kissed girls and done shit with girls. I really want to make things official with my fwb but he lives in jersey and I live in Chicago. We have done things on Skype and have sent shit to one another. I want him to be the man I lose it to because he’s poly pan like me and is kinky lmao. What should I do? Should I lose it with someone else and forget ab him or continue the fwb just done mention the want a relationship. Or tell him and see how it goes? HALP ME PLZZ😭😭😭