Losing my mind

Zoe

I dont know what my bodies doing. I had some pink spotting at 11dpo, so thought it was start of period (it usually starts at 11dpo) but then i stopped, an then started again the next day, only when i wiped, did a test, bfn. Now im 13dpo, still bfn, keep feeling sick. Its like its torturing me, im never late on my period an i never get any spotting. I give up.