Got married during covid

I got married during the peak of covid last year with no wedding dress or reception. We didn't have money and had a baby on the way It wasn't anything I ever dreamed about and kinda battling to accept that was how it happened. The wedding was rushed it felt like "just say your vows and get done" I didn't feel special and I always dreamt of a fairytale wedding and I didn't have that. We are planning on renewing our vows soon and having a wedding that both of us wanted. I'm battling with "will my wedding celebration feel special enough" I love my husband but I have always dreamed about my perfect wedding since I was a little girl. It's eating at me emotionally because I feel as if I missed the specialness that comes with a wedding.