Feelings

I absolutely love breastfeeding I know it’s best for my baby and I love bonding with him and love how he depends on me and how breastfeeding can calm him. I want to do it as long as he wants because I just want what’s best for my baby but also want to stop at a year for myself I’m at lost I love it but I don’t love having leaky breasts I don’t love how if I don’t feed him every two hours my breast fill up and I get clogged ducts I don’t love how I can’t lose weight. I’m going to continue for at least a year but I don’t want my baby to be upset I just want him to be happy I wanna be one of those moms that breast feed until they’re 2 but I also don’t at the same time (my son is 7 months)