I Hate Being Female

Omg. I met this guy online and we've hung out a few times. He's so sweet, yet dominant and aggressive. I love it. But we aren't together, which means he's free to talk to other girls and I can talk to other boys. I hate it. I want to be his. I want to wake up on his arms. But I don't want to come off as pushy. Or needy or desperate. Ugh relationships in a free world suck. Why can't the government pick our mates? Lol