I had an abortion last week. My boyfriend of two years didn’t want me to get the abortion but he’s been supportive. I felt like it was the best decision for us. I just got a job after being unemployed due to COVID. So I’m broke and trying to get caught up on bills. Basically starting over again. He is still searching for stable employment. He already has one child(he’s 11). Finances are just tough right now. I know that eventually we’ll be back on track but I’ve always said that I didn’t want to bring a child into this world that I couldn’t afford to take care of. Again I feel like I made the right decision but I’m experiencing feelings of regret/sadness. I’m the only child and my parents are very strict Bible thumping folks so I can’t talk to them. I feel ashamed to talk to my friends. I could really use some words of encouragement.