Me and my boyfriend are in a long distance relationship ever since the pandemic so the only way we get any sort of sexual interaction is through video calls. The last time we did it was back in August 2020. I've been asking him over and over for us to do it again but he always makes excuses and always asks me if I've shaved down there. This one time I shaved and I told him I was up for some action, he didn't want to do anything. I tried again a couple of days after that, but still nothing. After a week he was up for it but asked if I shaved, but I didnt, he suddenly changed his mind.

This has made me so insecure about my body since I grow body hair quite fast and I don't have the time to keep shaving constantly. I feel so bad about my body and I feel so unwanted idk what to do about it