Kinda sad

I’ve never had a bf on Valentine’s Day and my bf doesn’t seem to want to do anything. A few weeks ago he said he wants us to do cheesy puns with candy and little corny things. So I went and got all the stuff and was excited.

I asked him again last night cuz I got the vibe he changed his mind and I knew he didn’t get anything yet. He basically just doesn’t wanna do anything at all. He’s like “I guess we could do the candy thing if you want. I just figured we would hang like normal and lots of sex. I did see this lamp on tiktok for couple long distance but it was super expensive.”

I’m just sad. He doesn’t put any thought or effort into gifts or gestures like that. I already got little gifts and my first Valentine’s Day is gonna be anything so that’s sick. Idk why I thought he’d actually do anything, he didn’t even get me a bday gift.

I’m not wanting gifts btw for the gifts or money. I’m sentimental and it’s the thought in them. J wanted it to be a special and fun day. He could go to the dollar store, or just make something that costs no money, or flowers from the fucking super market cost like $4. Fuck man.

Like I was gonna make choc strawberries and muffins then I have all his favorite candy and like two other little cute cheesy gifts. Honestly am just gonna do that and gift it to my friends, my mom and my friends bfs. Make sure my bf knows too cuz this is ridiculous