Watched a c-section video😖😖😖

So I'm having a scheduled c-section for health reasons. Me and my boyfriend decided to watch a c-section birth on YouTube. We had already watched vaginal and it traumatized us. So we watched c-sections and oh my lord! I.... I could not! My boyfriend is cringy the whole time, I'm nauseas! My nephew actually asked me a couple days ago did I poop my baby out. He's 3. And honestly, pooping out a baby seems less painful than vaginal or c-section 2💩