So im pretty sure im pregnant im just waiting for my blood test to come back. Its gonna be hard cause we dont wanna tell people in our family yet. Although we agreed we should tell my mom cause i need someone to talk to other then my boyfriend. He travels for work and the next couple month hes gonna be away for awhile and its starting to really effect me and my emotions. I talk to him about it also but i dont want him to be upset also. This is hard for the both of us. I just really need to find other people to talk to about this because it helps me calm down. Hes an amazing man. Im so glad to have him in my life. Im just so sad that he gonna be gone so much during this time.