Hey guys I really just came to vent. This is like my safe spot for being able to get things off my chest.

So yesterday my boyfriend embarrassed me soo bad in front of his company. I made a simple joke about him needing to get in the shower and he took it so deep that he hit me back with “ let’s not talk about you on your period” and continued making fun of me and telling lies just so he wouldn’t be the topic and joke of the conversation.

Long story short one thing led to another and Now I’m regretting ever meeting this guy. I might be a little overly dramatic right now but I feel that hit a low spot for me. Especially when he knew himself that he was lying just to make his self feel better always, so he threw me underneath the bus and it’s eating me alive.

Every time we argue he wants to threaten to leave me and atp I’m willing to just let him go. I thought I was in love but how can someone love you & yet are very mean to you when things don’t go their way. He’s slowly been taking my confidence from me each and every time we argue he takes it to the extreme and always has to say things that so low and unnecessary.

I recently just moved to Richmond Va .... and let me tell you it’s been hell of a ride since. I’ve moved here in August & in this short amount of time I’ve thought about suicide a hand full of times. Not because of my boyfriend but because I feel everything is going so left for me.

I thought moving would better me .. only to find out I moved in with the worlds most meanest human being. I pray to god I find a way out of this situation without having to go through another traumatic and toxic relationship.

Honestly I’m starting to really hate being here sadly. 😔