TW: today I would have been 7months

Suffered an early miscarriage last year and I have been doing well. Today I woke up in my new house, with an empty extra bedroom, and realized I would have been 7 months pregnant today.

I feel crushed and also realized that had I been pregnant I wouldn’t have gotten an amazing new job this month. At the same time I’m depressed and wish I could feel my baby kicking. Hopefully we get a rainbow soon 💕 timing is everything. Does anyone know any virtual M/c support groups? Thanks