i’m the lazy girl.

i have the option of getting back together with my boyfriend of nearly 3 years (we took a break/broke up) or stay single, enjoy life, and possibly pursue something with this one guy. my ex boyfriend is great, except when he’s not, and it’s always wishy washy, usually i’m in the wrong and i feel repressed. but his mom is very controlling and wants us back together no matter what and won’t accept the fact that he’s not the greatest boyfriend.

so you’ve heard my options, here’s my problem: i’m the lazy girl. i find myself wanting to stay with the ex strictly because i’m already comfortable...i’m scared of starting from scratch with somebody else. he already knows my perks and quirks, and all these other new guys don’t. and i’m just lazy, it took forever to get comfortable with someone and i’m not sure i wanna do it again, but i also know i’m not the happiest i could be where i’m at.

i also need a girl best friend who will talk to me about my relationship problems, my current bsf seems like she couldnt care less. it’s a long story but i really need an honest opinion.

any help or motivation would be greatly appreciated. <3