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I was in a 4 yr relationship n ended up having a baby she will be 2 now in April. Her dad left the country when she was 6 months n is trash. It took me a couple of months after he left to get over him n I started to date but every guy I met was the same... recently in december I started talking to someone I said I was gonna stop dating but he came into my life n I was like mm fuck it lol if this don’t work out I’m done. So far he’s treated me AMAZING and he met my daughter last week. I met his family too n he says he loves me n my feelings for him are getting stronger everyday. He gives me this motivation I never knew I needed he makes me feel better about myself n I feel free being with him, he’s not toxic like the rest he lets me do my own thing n doesn’t get mad if I don’t text asap. The problem tho is I still have trust issues n I made it clear from the start that I don’t fully trust people bc of everything I’ve been thru.he said he would prove to me that I can trust him n so far he hasn’t given me a reason not to he gives me his phone w out me asking he leaves it unlocked around me he has my name on social media n other things I can say but I don’t wanna make this longer lol. He does have girls on his social media not a lot tho but I feel like maybe he sees them n thinks I’m uglier or something 😭 I’m so insecure n have bad trust issues do y’all know what I can do to stop being like that.. I try so hard to stop thinking negative but I can’t..