My bf and I are having intimacy issues.

Im not sure how to handle this. I feel so grossed out. My bf loves to perform oral. TMI; he likes eating me out and licking my butthole. I know 😩 sorry for the details. I honestly don’t like it because I’m scared I might smell. I make sure I shower really good before this.

He loves spreading my legs open and looking at my body.

A while ago, my bf got so upset because I went to get groceries in some shorts. Well I told him I felt good wearing them. My bf made a rude rude comment saying that I think I look good but only he knows how ugly my genitals are. 😰

He made comments like my razor burn and my discoloration. My vaginal lips are dark purple. I Took a pic in the restroom and my asshole is so dark ...:(

He came apologizing but I cannot let him perform oral anymore. I just get so many thoughts in my head. I turn off the light and he gets mad that he wants to see myself. He also keeps insisting he wants to eat me out while looking at my body but I can’t. He got so mad saying he loves my body but I can’t believe him

We havent had sex in a week and I’m having problems