C section

So I’m scheduled to have a c section on the 15th and I’m feeling so many different emotions. I’m scared, a little sad and nervous but at the same time excited to see my baby. I always said I wanted to have a natural birth but because of some health issues I have to have a c section and with this being my first pregnancy idk what to expect. Will I still be able to experience the skin to skin when she first comes out, will I heal ok I never had surgery before so I’m literally terrified. Maybe I’m overthinking all this but it definitely runs through my mind a lot