School/life?

I’m almost 27 and stay home with my almost 2 yr old. I’ve taken classes off and on at my community college for 5-6 years and I’ve dropped almost every one of them. 🥴 my husband has been through fire academy and EMT school and I’m over here not going to school, feeling like I have no drive, have absolutely no idea what I do with my life. Anyway, does anybody else feel like crap for not going to school? I know school isn’t for everybody but ya know, society makes you feel obligated to get a degree. The thought of school gives me anxiety (which I don’t even have, like I’m not diagnosed with it but lately... 😅). I worked in the same field for 6 years before I started staying home with my daughter and I feel like when the day comes for me to want to go back to work I’m not sure if I want to go back into the same field. Is it just me? 😩