Im a stay at home mom. I have a 6 week old.. Im beyond sick of everyone around me including my husband telling me that "being a sahm isnt hard and it isnt a job"

I told my husband (who doesnt really help with baby) that it is a job just without breaks and pay. He told me that "im paid in having lights, water, food and internet that he goes and works hard for"

Hes all the time downing sahm and im sick of it. I feel so alone. Im breaking...