Insecure

My daughters dad and I had another stupid argument. All due to the tax return which was stupid.

The things that he said broke something in me.

In his own words he said,

“I don’t care about you, why do you think we don’t have sex or I don’t kiss you anymore. You fucking Cow!”

I’ve always been insecure I know I don’t have the best body and I know I need to work on that.

He was the only person I was comfortable with and not insecure.

He broke something in me that wasn’t for him to break.

His words keep replaying in my head like a broken record.

I just needed to vent. I broken, gross and all kinds of emotions. I’m locked in the bathroom because I don’t want my daughter to see like this.