I’m in the bathroom bawling because my fiancé and I agreed to an abortion because I have 3 kids from a previous relationship and 1 for him and we both are young and barely making it by. So he brought me to get the abortion and he was supported. All of a sudden out the blue he started telling me how I was a sad whore for aborting the baby and how I just think repenting and asking for forgiveness is going to help me. He was saying when he have sex with me he never even feels anything. Then he said no one will ever want to be with me because I’m a whore and how he shouldn’t have never messed with me to begin with but I haven’t even did anything. I even had texted him a nice message yesterday and told him how thankful I was that he was being supportive. Now I feel like I don’t have anybody to help me through this. Will God ever forgive me for this? I know it was wrong and I’ll never do it again I just feel like I’m about to crack up I have little family. Has anybody went through this what to do?