Heartbroken

I’ve never been so hurt and yet I haven’t even done anything. The thought of an abortion breaks my heart. This is something I really don’t want to do but I don’t have a choice as I have no means whatsoever to look after this baby. I hate myself so much for this and I’m tears while typing this out.

I wish so much it was possible to keep this baby I would give the world. But I can’t be selfish I can’t bring a baby into poverty. I’ve even been eating proper and taking care of myself hoping for any sort of miracle that will allow me to have a way to look after this baby. I really don’t know what to do I honestly don’t and I feel so defeated and disappointed in myself