Hello ladies I haven’t been on glow in a while and I usually come here for advice. This past week I’ve been so emotional. I’m so sad I can’t stop crying, and I don’t know what to do to shake this off. I haven’t felt like myself at all.

It’s almost a year since my ex and I have been broken up, and I’m still feeling hurt. I have all this resentment towards him. We have a toddler and I feel like our son and I deserved way better than what we were valued for when we were a “family” I won’t stop my ex from being a father to our son but I do lash out on him because of all these emotions I have. We had dinner the other night so I could talk about what makes me lash and maybe I can get some closure but it didn’t help at all. It’s like for once we were out together and no drama between us, and it upsets me because it was never like that when we were together and it makes me wish he was as good of a person now when we were together. I also realized how the time being away from him that there’s other guys willing to go above and beyond for me without me showing any interest or asking for anything.

I just wish he put in effort for us. I honestly did a lot for him. I loved him dearly and it hurts because I still do. I just don’t get it. Was I just not enough for him? I’m crying over someone still that I haven’t been with in a while. I just still feel so hurt. I don’t know how to go about this anymore.