TTC again.. and again.. and again..

Got my period today. Right on time. I dont know how to feel about it. Does anyone else feel like maybe, just maybe that there's still a chance? What if I'm one of those rare phenomenon woman who bleed and still end up pregnant, but didn't phase them until the next month when they try to test again and get a positive. Its probably not going to be me, and you have to accept it and try again another month. Another month, and then the next and the next after that. When will it by my month? These nightly thoughts run through my brain every month before, during and after my period. Only try keep trying.. always trying.