Pregnant or not!?

Period was 5 days late. Took FOUR TESTS. ALL positive. Now I’m bleeding very dark brow sometimes deep red- almost a period amount when I pee. Please tell me the joy and journey isn’t over already!!! Appointment tomorrow, but now I feel embarrassed to even go. “Never mind, I’m dumb and I’m not pregnant”.

How much is too much? Were all 4 tests false? Did I lose this one? First time getting a positive test and I’m so stressed and confused!!